Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Congratulations to Teck Chin & Ain Amirah...For successfully stay strong 3mnths during CIBTC 77th badge..
And now,u both are officially a CI..Haha..
Went over for their POC on 19th Dec at HTA..
Surprisingly,Teck Chin was a baton award winner,congrats.
I still remember wen i train u both from sec 1..
And now,u both took over.Felt honour,proud & OLD.
Yet,both of u need to learn,alot more to go...
Urgh..So bored,so stress,so FUCK up!!
Y is it so hard,wen can i be btrr..
I just wanna be back happy guy...
Happiness dat came from e heart..
FUCK!Enough of lies girl...
A person who u cared most for?Wat a joke..
Sdgkn u dun even appreciate everythg abt ME.
~FUCK~
~Fuck~
Labels: FCUK
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Saturday, December 19, 2009
Yest at 18 dec went over to the changi airport..Main reason to surprise Adi by accompany him b4 his flight..
So e rest of we CI had already plan & surely,Adi felt touch..
Gd frens..Therefore we are there to support..
Not much plan,jus hangout there..Coz all of us is worn out..
Life for me not is kinda boring..Easy to say,aint happy like always..
Somehow i feel happy to be ard wif frens like jus now,laugh & laugh..
But yea,most of us got own life & partner to focus on more..
Kinda realise that im pretending to be ok,even wen im not..
Its so hard...And still yet very hard...Haiz...Pathetic..
Being there still,done my best,but nv been realise.Damn..
Still dun get wat i meant..getting sick thinking over it..
Mayb one day wen im gone,den u realise my presence..................
Labels: Lifes hard..
Colour my world, angel.
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Went over to ubin for NPCC camp on 12 & 13th dec..Was a hot,tiring & fun camp afterall...
Till i got sunburn on my face...Ouch..Damn..
But on e 13th mrng was a shocking moment..
Atiqa came over to my bunk ard 6am to showed me a sms..
Its was a shocked,sad & speechless kinda msg..
Indicating that a junior friend of mine,Afiq & Shafiq met wif an accident.
Worst part,they are gone.Kinda down moment,esp for iqa..
Its was an unexpected moment,but we hv to accept e reality.
What best for me,to pray for both of their soul..
Rest in peace my dear friend..We'll miss u guys for sure..
To all my friends out there,keep urself safe aite..
I dun wanna hear bad thgs happening around again..
Btw,yet i still miss you..Haiz..Damn.
I jus wanna see u,again & again..
Labels: Rest In Peace my both friend.
Colour my world, angel.
Monday, December 7, 2009
Hey ppl...Im still Alive...The reason i hvnt been updating my blog due to..
Laziness,tiredness & so call no time..
But heh,now i jus feel lyk updating..
Let me see let me see..Wats interesting to share..??
Ouh,last wed on 2nd Dec get a chance to go St James,Dragonfly.
Sorry,not for clubbing but my workplace event..
A appreciation lunch..Haha..Free delicious food of course..
But jus a short session of lunch..Okay la tu..
I feel sometyms i wasnt being myself..
Im trying to put myself back,being lost..
For example,i get to lose patience easily,and dats not me..
Lately,it felt dat i get in contact well wif u back..I dunno.
It began a strange dream back where u re-appear in my dream..
For no reason,e 'smell' of u at my hse which makes me shock.
Wonder if u r by my side..But i can only wish dat wd happen.
Fully from my heart,i miss u..
I would be there....Waiting.....
Labels: Waiting for u...
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Sunday, November 15, 2009
Lyric for my best song & meaning to me..(Hanya Engkau Yang Mampu)
Ku cuba redakan relung hati
Bayangmu yang berlalu pergi
Terlukis di dalam kenangan
Bebas bermain di hatiku
Cerita tentang masa lalu
Cerita tentang kau dan aku
Kini tinggal hanya kenangan
Kau abadi di dalam hatiku
C/0-Harusnya takkan ku biarkan engkau pergi
Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati
Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku
Cerita tentang masa lalu
Cerita tentang kau dan aku
Kini tinggal hanya kenangan
Kau abadi di dalam hatiku
C/o-Harusnya takkan ku biarkan kau pergi
Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati
Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku
Aku cinta ooohhhhhh
Aku cinta oooooooo
Aku cinta ooohhhhhh
Aku cinta oooooooo
C/o-Harusnya takkan ku biarkan engkau pergi
Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati
Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku
Aku cinta ooohhhhhh
Aku cinta oooooooo
Aku cinta ooohhhhhh
Aku cinta oooooooo
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku....
Labels: Hanya Engkau Yang Mampu
Colour my world, angel.
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Last sat on 7th Nov 09 had a bday surprise for Is & ayda..Its v hard to get e plan esp on Is,not to leak any clues to him..
So our plan,surprise him at West Coast Park..So call mini picnic..
Den on 11th Nov 09,such a tragedic night..
Ard 11plus goin midnight,infd by fir ban had a serious accident..
I was lyk speechless upon hearing at work..So shock.
I jus met n talk to him few hrs before i went to work..
Was hit & run by a taxi..Damn asshole u driver..
Next day after work,went home n rush to hosp..
Upon arrival,he went in for operation,wait till evening n its done.
Did cry after went in to look at his condition..
But glad e next day he woke up n much more stable den b4..
Syukur alhamdulillah..Stay strong,kuatkn semangat n dun gv up.
No mttr wat had happen b4,we r still best mate for 9yrs n counting.
All of us wd sure pray n gv e best encouragement to u,bro..
Oh,surprisingly went to visit wif her yest..
Such a joy,excitement upon seeing her..Felt e miss..
But i realise wif dat happiness came sadness...
Even if we met up,thgs doesnt come in our favour..
It feel so sux..No pt being a fren still wen ppl jus want us to be apart.
Ya noe girl,4yrs plus n striving..It dissappoint alot.
Jus had no mood on all dis..Da la get back from a sux mmt at work.
Haiz..........................Wat a life!!
Labels: All e best, ban.
Colour my world, angel.
Thursday, November 5, 2009
What a cold night..Hmm..Cool to sleep huh..Back from meeting my mates earlier to do some stuff..
For no reason my left ankle was in real pain..
Tanx to my lovely dad to urutkn me..Haha..
Tmrw gotta work..Wonder wat will i be doin..
Seems v bz nowadays at work..Crap stuff happening..
My pocket seems v tight at e moment..Urgh..
Cant wait for next wk pay day..Come quick!!
Kinda bored...Jus playing my psp n chat wif her..
I dunno y la..But jus feel lyk chatting wif her..Haiz..
If only it was back den..Prolly u can pinjam my psp eh..
Lots of games dat u always wanted to play..Tkpela..
Nasi da jadi bubur..Tgh nk mkn je..U wdnt b there 4 me agi..
Haiz..I jus ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ and miss you alot dear..Tc..
Labels: I ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ and miss u...
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