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Saturday, June 27, 2009

Hey..Im back..
Jus wanna write somethg diff..
Abt a girl which gv e greatest impact in my life..
Or i can say i love n cherish her most..

E chemistry happen during Malay Drama Compt 05'.
There's a nick for me n for her during e day dat we'll remember till now..
It was back then so we've been v close for 4yrs plus..
I dunno y but its jus somethg diff in her dat im looking for..
Even though we r not at e same age..
Dat doesnt mttr coz its fate...
So it kinda a war battle for me to win over her..
But well,i appreciate her presence..

She's jus like a musical sunshine & pillow to me..
She make me realise e world..
Experience new thgs n help me change to a bttr person..
She's there during my ups & down..
Sometym pity her to get scold at for no reason..Lol!
Whateva thg dat happen,we wd share thgs out..
Spend tym & sacrifices for each other..
Jus like normal ppl wd do..

Its been a damn 4yrs plus since ive known her..
Even my family,cuz esp my mum..
She has work wif me n my mum before yea..
So my mum admit dat she likes her..
Even till now ask abt her n say she's pretty..
Glad if she wd hv her..

But all my dreams n hopes have shattered recently..
I really dunno y but my mind makes me freak out..
She's decided that we hv to get own path in life for now..
But somethgs r jus meant to be that way..
Theres a start n its end..
My mind act not at peace till now..
But i hv to ease it out somehow..

Thgs r jus meant to be memory in mind & heart now..
I cant hear the sweet fairy voice..
Nor i can see that sweet fairy again..
It jus turn out dark again..Haiz..
Her bday coming soon,somehow i hv a surprise plan for her..
But its all up to her approval to celebrate wif me or not..
Or mayb she wd dissappear away..I dont know..
How i wish she wd understand how i feel now..
I jus miss her damn alot dat u can nv imagine..
I wd jus be there..Waiting..
I Love You Dear..

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