Thursday, July 9, 2009
Not an interesting day today..Gotta work wif body ache n restless..
Doin thgs im not gd yet or perhaps dun relly like..
Sitting down infront of e comp n alots of calling..
Bleargh..Perhaps need more time on it...
So for now gotta be on standby for activation..Haiz..
Im in confusion,stress,anger,hurt..
Its jus v hard me to get over it..
Yet,till now,u always on my mind n my heart..
Feeling of love,amiss,anger towards u..
Am i a sucker or loser afta wat had happened??
Afta being left entagled by you?
Is dat wat i get from u?Afta all along?
Yet till now i didnt gv up on u..
Still fighting for e best for u..
But am i appreciated or treasured?
Y wd i be jealous?Angry?Or even bother abt u?
U wd c it in urself..Think over it wat we chat..
Or bttr still u wd noe e ans..
But am i stupid or blind??
Or am i just lyk a toy to you??
I may have a smile on my face,but ache in the heart..
How i wish everythg wd b fine..
Its jus to hard to swallow..It hurts..Alot..
U make a memorable mark in my life...
Labels: I Wish to Shout Out Loud..
Colour my world, angel.
