Sunday, July 12, 2009
Yest back from work afta a night shift...So didnt get to sleep whole day...
Afta work get ready to be out wif her..
Yes,finally get to be out wif her..
Obviously im v excited n look forward to it.
Reason,getting her bday present..In advance.
So bought for her Crumpler lappy bag..Dats wat she wants.
I dun care for the price,it might be expensive..
But its for her and for her bday present.
But already got another thg 4 her & my surprise plan.
The hooraay feeling is dat..Kp looking in her eyes.
I jus miz her alot..E way it shd b..
Den she hv to leave by 6,attending a malay concert wif her fren..
Well,ok..Glad enuf to b out wif her..
But get to noe she was home v late as it ends late.
But wat i got to noe hurts alot.Truth do hurt.Lies worst.
Some1 else send her home,initially was a 3rd party.
Afta all along,she wd still lie & hurt me?Again?
Wat is dis??She already decided to leave e way it is back b4..
Reason i assume her hvg 3rd party n such..
But isnt it e fact?She dump me n get interested in someone else?
So wat do i did wrong?Y hv to b treated dis way?
Im feeling so fuck up rite now..Jus lyk wanna blow thgs up!
Argh!!Damn!!Im such a loser...
I dun hv to kp e surprise for 25th,u noe it now.
So u happy wif it dat u noe it now?
U jus ruin it urself!Wat shit u wanna maintain frenshp?!
Wen even u make thgs happen dis way,ruining it urself!
Damn!Im jus so stupid n fucked up..
Labels: If only i hv a gun to shoot dead myself..
Colour my world, angel.
