Monday, August 31, 2009
Yest work kinda smooth yet im very2 sleepy..Late in e aftanoon went to IMH to refer a JC student..
Pity for him,he study too much till his wire get loose..
Although his roots were rich n smart,yet spoil i can say..
Pity for me,i only had milo n prawn cracker for my break-fast.
As we hv been there for like 3hrs..Oh damn..
So tonight any round of e tour for me..Yea..
So,earlier i had a bad dream,again..
Well,seriously,i kp on thinking n remembering her..
Yes,i cant forget or kinda forgive her till now..
Many many thgs wd reminds me of her,damn.
Talking abt my dream,its feels like coming for real..
In it,she prefer another guy or indeed totally in love.
Well,i did ask her nicely for an ans..Yet she refuse to ans.
I dunno how long n how much more u nd to hide n lie.
Look at u,totally ignore me.Dis is wat u promise?Us friends?
Now,i jus had a simple life,nothg much interesting..
Rest,work,rest,work?Tu je.Unless there is ppl wish to b out wif me..
Jus look at my hp,it reminds alot of you,girl.
U had e reason y i hv dat fone,dat line,dat plan..
Main reason,24hrs call u for free,thousand of free smses..
Well,wif e plan line wat advantage do i hv now?No pt kn?
But look at u,how hv u been?Wonderfully happy isnt it?
Coz who cares abt me?U?Such a laughter.
Till now,im asking myself,y cant u get rid of my mind n heart?
I wd rather lie to ppl dat u r totally gone for me,but e fact,no.
But Y do i hv to kp thinking,remembering & waiting for me?
Am i such a stupid damn bloody fucking loser??
A smile on my face wd jus b fake,temporary,but rather a deep cut within.
I jus cant find e peaceful happiest moment like i had before..
Well...Dats my life.Hope u r satisfied on wat u did.
Labels: Life within me..
Colour my world, angel.
